I am tired of living this life. Not only in bed 24/7 but also no access to my money. Since I was diagnosed with sz my mother became the one who is responsible of me at everything legally. She controls my money even when I worked at her office. The only time I had my own money was when I was working short time jobs on Abilify but I was irresponsible with money eventhough I was working overtime. I am sure it was the Abilify’s fault.
She wouldn’t let me buy outside food more than once a month. We just had a fight because I wanted to order a pizza from Ubereats with a 75% off coupon so 11$CA all in for an XL. I always share it with my brothers. She told me I ordered Ubereats 2 weeks ago so no. She just bought a 1000$ treadmill for my brother who makes 80K$/yr.
I mean I am just asking for 11$ of my own money and she won’t give it to me while she gives 1000$ to my brother who makes lots of money. She told me I am too fat so I shouldn’t eat outside at all and should limit my food intake at home, often they hide good food from me like cakes. Home food can be more fattening than outside food like Subway.