I almost lost my best friend

I felt very stressed for three days.
My neighbour asked me klonopin, which I think he had reciepies, once I gave it to him, for sleep.
Night before yesterday he said his good friend needs it.
I said no, so I thought it’s finished.
Then he was silent yesterday, and today he didn’t answer my call.
I heard him talking while waiting elevator on my floor, and he was rigid and said just hi and left.
I called him again after some time, and question was why?
He said he doesn’t understand why I won’t give my meds to a stranger, bc it’s his junkie friend who needs it for sleep…

Any way, I don’t understand why it’s so problematic for him to understand that I don’t give my meds, I only gave him klonopin while he was out of it, and didn’t have none…

I never gave my meds to anyone, and said it’s a matter of principal and conceous.
He left.

He done so far for me more than my family, drove me to hospital, helped with food, and his kids adore me.
Now I won’t be able to ask for a favor or see kids…
It ment lot.

Ps:he takes ativan now, so he doesn’t need it for him self

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Never give your meds away, especially something like benzos which are dangerous if you run out. Also pretty sure it’s illegal…

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Im sorry, man. Addiction can do strange things to people. Has he treated you this way in the past when you refused favors, or is this the first time?

If its the first time, he might just be worried for his other friend and taking it out on you. It’s still not okay for him to do that, but it’s a different thing than if he always freezes you out when you tell him no.

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@ninjastar, this is first time he asked such thing.
I walk his dog any time, never refused his call or favor.
Though he is better friend with me.

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Also if you have to request refills early they might think you are addicted and cut you off from benzos.

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I live in Eastern Europe, so it’s drug neighborhood

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Ah okay, I’m in the US and they are trying to get people off of benzos here.

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I’m cutting it from very high dose.
Said already to him that people go to rehab for klonopin.
I don’t know why he asociates with those people

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