Avolition, anhedonia, apathy, etc? I force myself to do something easy like playing video games or doing 5 min on my bike, but when I succeed to start I get avolition and anhedonia causing me stress and loss of interest in the activity then I give up fast and escape the activity.
With video games I can only play a bit with online friends as they motivate me a bit but I can’t play alone. Exercising with someone doesn’t motivate me at all sadly as video games are easier for me.
it was good for a while but slowly i slipped into psychosis again and then suddenly i was full on psychotic and i didn’t notice it myself but my pdoc called the psych ward and a few days later i was committed…
i’m on 50mg sertraline daily. to be honest i’m not sure why they prescribed it… i think to try to help with the negatives, that’s also why they prescribed the ritalin. The ADs help some but not completely so maybe i had some depression too. But to me it feels like it helps… not completely but every little bit is better than nothing huh