I am coming to realize that my cognitive state is not really staying stable and I am having memory issues as well as difficulty thinking and processing things.
I have been drinking to cope which isn’t helping. I am taking Viibryd to help with depression which I think works somewhat I just don’t know a way to just accept that things appear to be getting worse for me.
I am at work and am thinking I should probably bring this up to my boss before I have issues because of it. I have been struggling with doing things that aren’t routine and now it looks like things aren’t going to be as routine anymore.
Anyone have any advice on how to cope? I can’t reconcile my past cognitive levels with where they are at now, it just isn’t the same and it’s getting worse I think.
I am diagnosed with sza and MCI or mild cognitive impairment due to years of sza. I fight back by studying piano, and Spanish, by reading, meditating, praying, socializing per internet, eating right, exercising and sleeping well.
What I meant is that I waste my money on illegal stuff and end up borrowing money from my parents to avoid bad things happening to me by criminals. I put all that behind me by giving my money control to my parents. When I was working full time I was more broke than now not working and I even had debts to bad people when I was working…