I am very food insecure. I feel extremely anxious if we are low on food things, especially bread or other “no effort, instantly edible” foods.
I restrict my food intake to make sure we don’t run out.
I hate going hungry, and can get agitated if there’s too much uncertainty about when my next meal will be.
When I do eat, I chow down at the speed of light, like I’m 5 seconds away from having someone take it from me, and I don’t stop until I’m so full my heart starts racing.
Well I’m food insecure because I don’t have money to buy groceries with. The secretary of my church brought me a bag of groceries from the food pantry because I can’t go out because I have Covid.
I think that’s what caused my insecurity as well.
I have a lot of siblings so I’ve always had to compete for food.
I’ve also never had much money, so I’ve had to restrict my intake and sometimes go without completely.
I’m not quite there yet.
My main problem right now is how insecure I get when I don’t know when dinner’s gonna be, how I get stressed just from not having bread (even if we have other things), and how I wolf down my food like someone’s gonna take it
I relate to this
I have abundant food but I still get very worried about getting hungry!!
I have a panic when I’m hungry and wolf food down also
I haven’t met anyone else quite so panicky
and also it’s not like I have to wait till 9pm to eat so I end up eating early like 12 and 4
don’t really get very hungry evenings