I’m thinking about it from age of 7…
I asked my parents why I must die?
They laughed and said "You’ve been watching this movie, so it occurs…
They weren’t right… I never stopped.
It usually ranges from wanting it to hurry up to its not so bad here on earth lol.
Rarely, at the moment.
Often, in worse moments.
i don’t at all.
had a girlfriend who died in her 50’s so i did some.
I’m obsessed with the afterlife so it’s pretty constant.
Is there an option for “every waking moment, and also sometimes when I’m asleep” ?
Are you afraid or it’s something else?
I experience persistent, intrusive homicidal and suicidal ideations. Every moment I don’t spend unconscious is a moment that some part of my brain is hyperfixated on violence and death
It’s a good day when I don’t think fearfully of death.
I’m scared it’s gonna hurt.
No, it won’t for sure…
I remember this book that had a guru saying in it that death is like taking a tight shoe off.
Ever since my first psychotic break.
I try not to focus on it too much.
I want to go in my sleep.
Peeing the bed won’t solve anything.
I try not to think about death too often. Mostly only for planning purposes. Really no point in worrying about the inevitable IMO.
Edit: I honestly worry more about those close to me deaths more often then I do my own.
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