Not sure what to put down tbh. About 2002 just came out of a harsh relationship. Through her I met someone else indirectly. We were seeing a lot more of each other. Was just wondering if there was more to the friendship and she died suddenly at the end of 2002 I think it was. . So just focused on therapy and work.
Around 2009 thought it was time to start dating again. A while later came in contact with someone I knew back in the 90’s. Was some chemistry there still or so I thought. Went out a few times but little happened as we both wanted to take things slow both being patients. She was dx Bipolar 2. After being released way to early from a hospital stay she took her life 2011. So dating’s far from my mind atm and just confused on my feelings with women in general. .
Met my wife in college in 1991 after getting out of the military have been with her ever since. I have had four children with her and she is my everything, she completes me.
Spent long time alone in sorry place to date. First and second rate (ladies) went first, then I finally got some attention when online dating became popular. Was major relief in my area not to have to waste time at the bar going broke or listening to the drunk first and second rates calling me names.
Churches had already set it all up with their flocks so this was lousy excuse for a city for long while. Then you find out a lot of the churches have managed to make psychopathics so I’m okay with this. Mine came from another city’s churches where things seem to be better still…My city makes predators.
Funny, now that I’m 40, things are much easier if I do want attention. All have grown up a little and is much easier to see if you are casual or serious…But, met my forever man & sticking with him even after he made a mistake…Met some of the men who grew up here to be predators and don’t want to deal with them. My father would be even more hateful with me for accepting a man who would play me or ruin us…So waiting in out at my parent’s house after getting sexually harassed out of my government job like some of the other women, sexually harassed out of school here, screwed in a couple more jobs by middle-class men who ‘went to the dark side’ but otherwise good 180 degree hustle. Some of my other female friends left here screwed multiple times, these were the good workers…Glad I don’t own a house here as the town council guys were screwing some of the new women homeowners out of their homes quickly…Then, you try to go to restraining order court for someone and find out it’s been screwed too. We have no rights except not to get noticed if you can help it.
Here, some ladies developed psychosis and had some of the predators start to bother them. They accepted the nice guys they already knew and ran off to keep this area’s problems away…Sometimes the problems followed them a couple of states, maybe as mental problems and sometimes a violent,crazy trust-fund brat who is allowed to play with people for decades…That’s delusional you know. These woman had much worse predator men bothering them if they did not latch on to a good one. So some of us wait on a good guy in jail while the town’s predators pummel us with annoyances and harassment…Just my local bad joke.