How’s your recovery going with the schizophrenia stuff? Mine‘s going pretty well. Slowly but surely constant progress.
I dont know if I am truly recovering. I still feel like a shell of my former self. The anhedonia for life is ever present. I have no motivation to do my hobbies. I’m depressed and I find it hard to focus on myself and my goals.
Don’t know if recovery is a thing for everyone
Since getting a new home and taking clozapine life has gotten much better
I think I’m in active recovery. I’m not stagnant, but it’s still like I keep saying very slow progress. That I keep making weekly monthly yearly.
AS if it’s wretched!
Its up and down for me man.. I have good days and then a bunch of bad ones seem to come in a wave of negativity lol
I wish my progress was steady too man … the ups and downs kinda suck
Not that good this year. Im finding delusions and voices are not going away. They seem to be with me always. Some days are less intense, some more so. Treatment Resistance is not fun thus far, lets say.
“…Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in.”
— The Godfather, Pt. III
Honestly, that’s how it feels: just when I think I’m out of the woods and doing better, along comes a setback to remind me I’m still ill.
Gotta take the good days as they come, and take it easy on the bad ones is the motto.
My moods have been pretty stable but still suffering from avolition and anhedonia
I’ve plateaued not going to get any better and I’m not doing that great
Well, I haven’t been hospitalized for 10 years. I’m a hundred times better then I was when I first ill, I’ve had schizophrenia for 47 years and I’ve made slow progress. I’m one of those whose schizophrenia has gotten better with age, my symptoms are way less intense and come and go. I’m able to work and live independently fairly successfully. For years I was afraid that I would need to be hospitalized at any time, that fear has pretty much gone away.
Mild symptoms during the day more active symptoms at night. Haven’t been to the psych ward in a year. Hoping for the best. Some good days.
Not feeling too well. Worst is I feel possessed by a really negative person. It causes me to drop things and spill things and today I had thoughts that I didn’t want and aren’t my own. Also don’t want people to know my own affairs. I have voices/ people not treat me kindly but I don’t know why.
I’m afraid to be hospitalized. I feel i wouldn’t get better there.
I’ve also plateaued. The tiredness of the meds affects me even after quitting smoking. I imagine as my lungs heal, the tiredness may improve.
Glad you quitted smoking. I’m taking meds too to sleep. I pray that everyone on this forum gets well. I hope things get better.