Ground hogs day. Same ■■■■ different day.
I was too bored on disability. I have to keep my mind busy or I dwell on my symptoms and they are worse and amplified.
First I went back to school and now I have gone back to work. I was so busy today I didn’t have time to think about being sick. I have two ingrown toenails and a brand new bridge in my mouth that’s annoying. Even those two things didn’t bother me today. Never thought about them. Now that I am home sitting in my chair they are bothering me.
I find school and work better than therapy so long as I can do it. I had to ease into it. Baby steps.
Right now my routine is to go to group therapy at the partial hospital near me. When I’m out though, my daily routine is a mess. I really don’t do much, just browse the internet and dwell in anhedonia.
I can’t work a paid job because I get too many migraines, and I also am too inappropriate in word and deed on the job so, I get fired all of the time.
I work a volunteer job though. I go to a volunteer meeting one afternoon a week, and then I work for an hour on a volunteer job one afternoon a week. We do other things too. I enjoy it.
I like working this volunteer job because I have a lot of flexibility I wouldn’t have on a paid job.
Life is good because my parents support me and my meds are mild in terms of side effects. I’m currently doing a day treatment program plus go to 1-4 support groups per week. They are great places to make friends. Once the school year starts I plan on tutoring part time. I’m also signing up for clubhouse and I go out almost daily at least to sit at a cafe and drink something. Sometimes I hike or walk around the neighborhood or see friends. Day treatment or a good therapist or word of mouth can help encourage and set you up with good activities in your community. But yeah, lol, life is too comfortable.
Thank you everyone for sharing their thoughts and advice about being put on disability. I do feel a little confident about it all. Like I’ve said before it’s just a long road to recovery.
Part time work and running the show: paying bills going to appointments, running errands, cleaning apartment, taking care of car.
I got all the damn trappings but not nearly enough fun.
I want off of it and want to work full time. I still dont think I can yet . I’m sick of worring about what if SSA took away my disability and I couldnt make it on my own.
When I got ssi at first I didn’t try very hard to find things to occupy my time. But now I work hard around the house and I volunteer
I am stable on meds so life on disability isn’t bad. I am betting there not going to cut me off after 19 years, but if they do I might hurt myself.
Iam on Incapacity Benefits where I live but iam allowed to do permitted work(but can only earn a certain amount per week).I sell Part Time on Ebay, but iam currently looking to come of Benefits all together.I have recently applied for a Part Time Job Shop Assistant in Local Charity Shop and if offered the job I will take and also carrying on selling on Ebay.I have been on Benefits for the past year but before that I has always worked Full Time mainly in Retail whilst undiagnozied and whilst on meds for past 9 years for Paranoid SZ
It’s taken a lot of pressure off
The welfare money gives me a life i am able to live without getting sick. I help my friends and family but sometimes i am a public nuance and really do only the necessities for myself. I realized i worked myself total and permanent disabled.
I work as much as I can without risking my disability being taken away. Other than that, I don’t do much besides sleep as that’s all I feel like doing in my downtime. I’m beginning to wonder if I should take a break from working - I feel like, overall, it’s good for me, but I’m so afraid of relapsing.
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