We already 7 months in !!!
Time flies when you having fun !! 
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I haven’t heard voices since 22nd of January so I’m delighted with how it’s been so far. Especially since they were telling me I’d be going back to hospital IN january
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It really has gone pretty fast! I have been looking for a full-time job since April, and I am very well aware that my disability authorization period (through my state’s retirement system) expires next January. I am trying not to get nervous that I won’t find the right job.
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Well, I wish you both the best 
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Hahaha! Thats the spirit. Sleeping next to a hunting knife prepared to defend myself is like out of a suspenseful book. Who knew id be so lucky to have this much fun? xD
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Lol, its the journey that counts man…
#PROUDSCHIZOPHRENICS
Imagine being normal… boooooooring XD
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I slept with a butcher knife under my pillow for years and years. I know what you mean.
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@anon39015889 Well Said Bud your optimisim puts a smile on my face being SZ is defo not normal but have you seen some of the ‘normies’ lately lol
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I hope it slows down, this is the unfortunate side effect of getting older.
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it seems the more i manage to do, the less time i seem to have,
like it feels while i do more it seems that i actually do less, idk if that makes sense
like i’m speeding up and time gets faster too, its weird, time certainly does fly
its like getting closer to a blackhole (metaphorically) but i still find it very hard to explain haha
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Can’t wait till september, might be going somewhere then
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I know, it’s strange. I’m doing pretty good so far. I started out not so good and now things are looking up and I’m feeling good about my efforts. I’m 31 and I made a vow to try to enjoy my 30’s no matter what. I spent most of my 20’s in a limbo, confused state. I can’t let that happen again. I want to enjoy the rest of my days, whatever those may be. Live long and prosper 
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Same here. İ was n t diagnosed until 28 and i just wonder that if i diagnosed early my life would be different.i mean i wouldn t lose anything i mean my sex life already was extincted at 20 with my negative symptoms.idk… 
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This year I moved interstate, my x boyfriend and I broke up, I became a vegan and my sacred neigh moved interstate aswell.a big journey for a old lady but she made it and I remember praying she would survive the trip and be happy in her new home and that I would become a vegan and it happened.(I’m not a member of any religion and was raised by then atheists.i just like praying to “the universe or my god or something every now and then but I don’t believe in any religion and my god would not do hell.)
My sacred neigh is sick and old and I hope I will get more time with her.
The vet is taking a look at her today but I can’t afford expensive treatments so worry about having to put her down.
If she gets through this it may be time to retire her and not exercise her anymore.
A lot of changes for me this year.
I might be moving to a apartment in a couple of weeks.
I’m living with my former step mum now.
The rest of this year I want to become a ethical vegan and stop wearing animals.i want to become a animal rights activist.make a cozy living home.i want my sacred neigh to get better and to have more precious moments with her.
She may be the love of my life (not the romantic love of my life but the platonic love of my life).
I don’t know how I will cope if she dies before me.i will probably get a tattoo of her on me and try to believe our relationship and love is forever and no death will do us part.
I hope to keep doing my routines.
Hope to get my teeth looked at and uterus removed and I have a thing on my kidney that needs looking at in a few months.
I want with all my heart to have my sacred neigh with me the rest of the year and that she won’t die yet and that I won’t have to put her down because I can’t afford her medical costs.
I want to start dating soon and meet a vegan partner but there may be no point in doing so till my mum and grandma have been here and my mum might be staying three months at the end of the year.coming to visit from Sweden.
Wishing you guyzzz a lovely continuation of the year.
Your awesome wallafish.
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@anon39015889 great post great vibes ty 
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