I am on 225mg of effexor and 120mg of latuda, and although my executive functions seem to be fine, I feel like a lot of the mind I once had has been “turned off”. It’s like being on medication replaces the faulty/symptomatic mental activity I would be having, with no mental activity at all from those parts of the brain. So in a way you could say that my mind has been minimized down to just basic functions. It’s weird how I can’t seem to think hard about anything at all anymore. But fortunately I’m almost always feeling okay.
At least a few times a day I feel like the tv is talking about me or I go out and think people are indirectly talking about me. I think the internet articles have codes in them hidden for me, put there, to make me go crazy. I think I was conditioned for two years, by government agents, to think this way. The reason their conditioning of the mind works because even when they break you they keep up the psychological conditioning until it becomes second nature to think crazy.