I keep getting urges to self-harm or slit my throat. How do you deal with those thoughts?
And when there is a bus coming by I want to jump in front of it but I always try to stop myself from doing that.
It kind of scares me and now I’ve been getting those thoughts constantly.
I let the urges pass. Do some breathing. I had urges to stab a knive into my neck or chest or to cut my arms with a razor blade. I don’t act uppon these urges.
At the time i have these urges too. I am just not acting on it, similar to other thoughts. Well, i wish i would have some sort of manual to fix it. The best i can do is think positive and try to be more active.
Sometimes there creeps in thoughts to do self harm. I take d-vitamin as a anti-depressive. And take other foods that boosts my mood. Like raw cocoa, certain fruit juices and teas can lift my spirit amongst other.
The tabbaco i smoke put me more and more into debt. Hopefully i can quit tomorrow. When i can get up as usual. I am so crazy over tabbaco, i am scared to do something stupid. Should i get help, i mean i just getting laughed at there. I flipped out already last week.
i try to put my mind on other things… it’s hard but it works for me usually… and when things get really bad i take lorazepam, but that doesn’t happen a lot. Most of the time i can put my mind on other thoughts… when i was still hearing voices it was hard cause they kept pushing me…