Yikes, y’all. I’ve relapsed.
I ripped my left thumb in a state of derealization/psychosis, and I just realized that my thumb is heavily damaged. I can still play the harp, but it seems like I damaged my skin really badly. I also damaged my nail as well.
Tomorrow is my harp lesson, and I don’t know how to explain my damaged thumb to my harp teacher. My harp teacher knows that I have an incurable condition, but I hope she doesn’t think I’m mentally ill.
Would covering it up with a band-aid work?