How did it all get so helpless?

he had to write a perfect book to pay off gambling debts,
can you imagine the pressure!
lost a young son, maybe this book? hmm.

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Psychiatrists forced me to bankrupt to escape the public trust. One week later i had the money to pay my debt but to late, my creditworthiness is fcked up. I was working at the time.

so, it was too late? idk what you mean.

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Yes, my creditworthiness is bad. I never was able to use the pay out from the insurance to buy a house or open a buissness.

I’d just worry about getting a car loan.

does some of that stuff expire?

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Yes bankruptcy expires after 5 years. The damage they have done to my life never expires in this life.

okay. I don’t know what to say. it can make it hard to sleep at night, and prelonging all day.

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I just don’t suicide because i believe we have to endure our karma anyway. So i suffer, but experience joy as well. So far so good.

I read a story on Facebook, a mother and her young son lost their house, and they decided together to jump off a bridge to their death.

it makes me feel like, why am I still breathing, why do I manage.

life, and circumstances that get too much.

Hmm.

I’m Curious.

Are The Letters In My Posts Sometimes Invisible?.

Usually When Something Slightly Inspiring Is Originally Thought Of.

Is Met With An Outpouring Magnitude Of Indifference.

Very Thrilling!.

Answer Question In 10 Seconds NOW!.

Please & Thanx To You!. (In Advance).

Hope, True Love, Joy, And Eternal Peace!.

P.s. The Time Stopped Breathing The Body Walked Away And Both Remember. . . . . . .

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I got answers about my sz by being patience, who knows, sometimes i think i hit the jackpot. I wish i would be a quitter, especially when it comes to tabbaco.:grinning:

you got my love and hopes.

it’s just the actual act, don’t wanna murder myself.

I hate smokes too. but I guess it’s slow death. sad.

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I am not looking forward to to suffocate.

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sometimes I’m scared of everyone and everything.

I like it when I’m in control. ha.

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I think that is a reason for some suicides. Fear of the uncertainty cause we can’t control everything.

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Hmm.

I Posted An Interesting Idea. But!, I Forgot What I Said!.., Hold On… . …

Yesss!.

There It Is Once Again. . .

i Suppose I Am The Master Since My Eye’s Belong To Me. . .

Who Owns Your Eye’s Dear Slumber Apple Reader (???).

Hope, True Love, Joy, And Eternal Peace!.

P.s. The Garden Was Beauty Beyond Perfection As I Wander In Once Again. . . . . . .

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it shouldn’t be about life, though. Pengelum (sp) it swings.

I don’t know, god lives in everything and everyone.

no offense but what in Thee hell does this have to do with the conversation??

I read that Dostoyevski deliberately gambled everything away to keep from being complacent. He did it several times, every time he got rich, on purpose.

Dos. hated complacency and contentedness because he had faced a firing squad and was determined to not let himself take things for granted.

Whether that’s true or not, it’s a solid philosophy.
Not many have the guts to live that way.
I don’t.

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