The guy I was dating last, he was extremely beautiful to me, I was in awe of him. Until I realised why he was even with me. I basically felt used possibly for free food - god knows (we didn’t have an intimate relationship). Turns out when I introduced him to my brother, and my brother introduced him to his friend, he was eyeing his friend. How do I know? He matched her on Tinder after we split. I wasn’t allowed to add any of his friends on Facebook but he could add all my brothers girlfriends.
Now I see him on Facebook. I look at his face and want to puke. He is hideous.
My boyfriend on the other hand, I didn’t quite like him at first, but now I found him an absolute stunner … he is so beautiful
Maybe you are demisexual but if this makes you it, I’m demisexual too because people with good looks and ugly personalities to me I eventually see past and don’t see them as attractive anymore which is what you say you’re experiencing and vice versa