i am pretty well.
i am not psychotic.
i have insomnia but take tablets most nights for that.
i get depressed and anxious some afternoons before bed but its only mild.
i can feel happy and positive .
i am not as happy as i was out in the country.
the happiest ive ever been and the place i felt perfect home and family was out in counry with my x boyfriend in sa but i had to leave him to be vegan because being vegan is being true to myself and i couldnt stand glue traps because its cruel.
i have a lovely boyfriend i love and i only see him most weekends.
i am not productive but that suits me.
i am in bed most days all day but that suits me too.
i sit in bed because its warmer and comfortable and sometimes i sit on the lounge.
i seem to be pretty well really.
as said im not aaaas happy as in sa but im happy mostly i think.
i do not laugh often but it has happened wheres before i never ever laughed.
i take my medication and eat my vegan food .
i avoid my sister and nephew because they think they are superior to me but they are not.
they treat me badly.no respect.she hasnt got a clue she had easy life.they are so stuck up.
i have to meet them because i love her mum but i want relationship with her mum not her and there are a few people i could do without in my life yet have to meet on occasion but i avoid as much as possible.
i have loved ones.
have happy sexlife.
have fur babies.
have it pretty good.
thriving in a way.
as said still get anxiety and mild depression some afternoons and insomnia but im still well overall.