Hospital anniversary

It is almost 40 year or so anniversary since i went to the psych ward (voluntarily) memorial day weekend. to this day i get nervous around this time because i noticed that it is when i tend to slip up from whatever gets sent my way. almost all my relationships, even family ones, are somewhat shattered at this time and not by me. it is by my life. i have a s_____ one. who wants to join in on that?

it all hurts me plenty.

hugs, judy

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I love spring. Favourite time of the year but it’s always when I have my breakdowns. I also had major breaks every 5 years till I got on meds at 29. I can relate. Mental illness is very cyclical and I have experienced it first hand.

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You’ve done pretty well! 40 years ago is a very long time.

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My 2 hospital admissions were also in spring March 7th, 2011 and March 9th, 2012. Still remember these days vividly. For me it has been 10 years but I don’t forget.

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thanks so much everhopeful. it is always comforting to see your posts here. judy

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