I think that is true, I ca’t go on antidepressants because they cause mania i me but I really think I can hadle it if I try and push through it because I just got a job, I can’t go into the hospital.
Are you on a mood stabilizer then? That sucks if it doesn’t help with the depression 
I’m on Lamictal and Neurontin. I’m getting freaked by it.
i often see black holes, but you are the first other person who i have ever heard mention it. most people seemed to have no idea what i was talking about. how big are the holes that you see?
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I see them, too. They’re not huge, and they’re ringed with blue light.
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Huge but some are small. Do you thik they can get into another place?
do you think they are caused by depression? i always thought they were caused by resperidone since i never saw them b4 i was on it
I’m unsure but i wish they could take me to differet places
where do you want to go
Find out the truth about the universe so different dimensions
I don’t know the answer to that one. Like someone said, it sounds like your meds might need adjusted.
I don’t know what causes them, but they’re much worse when I’m depressed or under a lot of stress. They showed up about three years ago for me, when I was really not well. They were awful for a while, and while they’ve never totally gone away, they only happen rarely now.
I’m not on risperidone, but that doesn’t mean that isn’t what is causing them for you.
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I’m going on Haldol in addition to vraylar, lamictal, and neurontin. Last time he said hed do that if my prolems got worse
Well thats good that it happens less now
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haldo ■■■■ you got this
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I suffer from chronic suicidal depression, the ‘Black Dog’ I call it. When I feel it starting, I try to use the ‘tools’ my therapist taught me about to combat the onslaught. I no longer do what I always did because that didn’t help at all. I now have new strategies which I practice sometimes forcibly in order to prevent serious suffering. There exists numerous ways for me to take action in order to survive an episode. I used to let the expression call the shots but now I am in control instead and do things that keep me positive and focused so I don’t get stuck. A professional can assist you in developing a ‘toolbox’ you can use in your struggle to keep the depression at bay. Very helpful.
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Basics for me are get out of the house and go for a walk and have a shower. May feel like pushing through a huge brick wall but you will feel better. Even if it takes you all day get these two things done. Gets easier after a few days like going up a huge hill eventually you do come down from the hill and gets a lot easier.
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Dimensions and the Universe don’t have the answers we all seek. Or the love we all crave. I wish you the best. God bless.