Horrible plans and thoughts

My brain is forcing me to burn down the clinic. They have treated me badly and I need to get my revenge. They no longer choose to help me and leave me to rot.

They need to pay for what they have done to me.

I have been obsessing over this for a few days.

My head thinks that if I don’t have the stones to kill myself, I have to be a threat to them to prove that I need their help.

It’s a sad thing that they do not help you here unless you lose it.

I don’t want to lose it or do anything stupid, but I can feel my grip on my control system is beginning to slip and I am getting all these horrible thoughts of what I need to do.

I don’t want to do something stupid, but if things don’t get sorted out I am going to be provoked into a reaction that is not favourable for everyone involved.

Please don’t go out and do something you’ll regret @Joker. Can you call a trusted friend and tell them these thoughts and feelings?

I don’t have any friends. I could call the mental health line but they will just call the police if I tell them

@Joker. If you think you might act on these thoughts, you need to call emergency services and go to the hospital.

They won’t help me until I snap that’s the problem.

I am close to giving in. I can’t help it

If you tell them the same things you posted here, I think they’ll take you seriously.

They never do. If I am to get out of this I need to act. There is no help unless you’re a problem.

It’s well deserved

Talk to me in discord man.

Sounds like you are really angry. The best I would do is going for a long walk. When i react in anger its not a good outcome. Sleep over it, tomorrow its not that important anymore and you can do your regular stuff.

Wow, you would wreck your life. If you burned it down you might have a few moments of satisfaction and the revenge may feel good temporarily but the consequences of your action would change your life and last for years. Don’t do it. Plenty of people get screwed over every day, everywhere, but they don’t hurt anybody or burn down a clinic.

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