no food. no bed. no chair. stood, walked around, for hours.
my bro finally gave me 3$ to go back home
which was 1 hour and 30 minutes away.
while walking home, I think some kid called me “a big a$% tree.”
also, I saw my aunt outside too, asking me “did you take a shower?”
finally got to apartment, mom’s there, asks me “help me move more stuff”
I shouted " i went to sleep 3. you woke me up 6. 3 hours of sleep.
took me to a place with no food. no bed. no chair to rest.
my bro gave me 3$ just to come back here, which is
1 HOUR AND 30 MINUTES TO WALK HERE!
1 HOUR AND 30 MINUTES TO WALK HERE!
so I’m going to go inside and try to get some sleep."
went on my sleeping mat, tried to sleep. aunt’s on phone, talking loud.
It’s not so bad though. reason why I stayed up till 3am was to do reading. I finished all my reading. I don’t give a crap what happens now. I did all my readings for the day.
I do my readings at night because unexpected crap, like this, can happen during the day.
hard to sleep now. but yes, if there was an ideal time to sleep, it would be now.
because at this point, I don’t know what the next hour will bring.
my aunt’s back anyways, lol lol. really don’t mind though. in fact, I have this urge to try to comfort her after that incident. but yeah… I’m never good at comforting people. and she’s a strong woman anyways! lol lol lol
thanks. still haven’t slept yet. I guess I should’ve tried before, but aunt was talking on phone, walking in and out of apartment. now my mom’s here, talking with her.
I’m definitely not letting my mom drag me anywhere again. next time, I’m just going to say “no.” lol lol
in fact, if I had said “no,” this whole horrible day would’ve been prevented. lesson learned lol lol