There’s something about this Holiday Season that sets me off.
I’ve gone spiraling down the rabbit hole on more than one occasion at this time of year.
I’ve shut down social media, TV and Radio…I just come to this forum. But I still feel like I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I’m slowly starting to read double/ triple meanings into things again. I just hope it’s not another dark path to self-destruction.
I hope I don’t tank soon either.
Hopefully you’ll be fine @anon39054230.
The Holiday season can get hectic for sure.
Just try to pace yourself.
I know this is probably not true, but on some level I’m feeling that ‘No Nut November’ is a reference to me…as in…we don’t need any nuts like you around at this time of year.
That type of thing. The way I’m interpreting stuff is starting to get a bit skewed.
Call your pdoc right away @anon39054230
I know what my psychiatrist will say. He’ll tell me to start on the Olanzapine. Then it’ll make me tired and I won’t be able to function at work.
I’ll give it a few days though…see if I can ride this out.
Yeah my doctor told me to increase my Risperdal dose but I’ve been hesitant to do so.
It’s going to zap my energy.
I’ve been trying to ride it out also.
Fingers crossed for you!!
I saw a vision in the snow on my front lawn about an hour ago, but dismissed it…sort of.
Yeah good luck @anon39054230
Hope all will be good dude
Are you not on any meds?
I used to go downhill in the holiday season. Its was more FOMO tho. I assumed all my peers were out with ladies on their arms, drinking merrily and having lots of fun. Whilst i was stuck in my mothers freezing cold bedroom in front of a computer, skint.
Now i couldnt give a monkeys. I begged mother for 3 hours once to lend me a fiver out the housekeeping i gave her, just so i could go out new years eve for a pint. B!tch still refused - and i swear she was liking watch me suffer. Shes got alot to answer for.
The times i got admitted to psych ward was always around august and then I got out again by the end of december. The holliday season messes with me too but in a different way it seems.
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