I hope I’m not getting symptoms again but I catch myself often wondering what it would be like if my husband were not around on earth anymore and I’d be single and free to do my own thing.
I don’t have spirit Alien commanding me to kill, and nor do I want to, it’s just the wondering…and it’s worrying me because I love my husband.
Just because our two children (a boy called Epilepsy and a girl called Schizoaffective) are a major handful, doesn’t mean I don’t love him and want to be with him. Of course I do.
So why do I have thoughts of him being dead? Is Alien the evil spirit resurfacing? Hope not!