Hope I will be ok

I hope I’m not getting symptoms again but I catch myself often wondering what it would be like if my husband were not around on earth anymore and I’d be single and free to do my own thing.

I don’t have spirit Alien commanding me to kill, and nor do I want to, it’s just the wondering…and it’s worrying me because I love my husband.

Just because our two children (a boy called Epilepsy and a girl called Schizoaffective) are a major handful, doesn’t mean I don’t love him and want to be with him. Of course I do.

So why do I have thoughts of him being dead? Is Alien the evil spirit resurfacing? Hope not!

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There’s no spririt. It’s just your subconscious that has like everyone raw impulses.

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Now it’s not a spirit but before when I was very ill in October it definitely was not me!

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It sounds like you are just having intrusive or unwanted thoughts. Like Jonathan2 said it isn’t a spirit. Just your mind playing tricks on you!

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