My number one frustration I want to get out of the way is how frustrated I get when thinking about how I’m treated by my mom, but I can’t remember anything she says or what she does. I only know she makes me very stressed, so I can’t get help. That’s my major obstacle when getting help "what did they say?"
I don’t know. I just don’t know. I have to record it or write it down a few seconds right after it happens. So if you ask me what she says I won’t be able to remember until I start getting into this.
I hate my home. I thought once we moved I’d be happier. A bigger house, more room, it’s all new, big yard…
No. It didn’t help much. I realized the cramp and trapped feeling I get is not from the house, but my parents.
I don’t consider my parents abusive, I just think that when they start to yell. (sorry I gtg I will continue this