High
I cant wait to move out in a way
Low
Been sleeping too little
High
I cant wait to move out in a way
Low
Been sleeping too little
Low: I cancelled my therapy appointment for tonight as too much going on today.
High: I helped my Dad do more sheetrocking and i bought a full size nice accordion for cheap.
Note to self: you now respect anyone who hangs sheetrock on ceilings for a job. 44 pounds of hell.
High: had a productive day at work, bought a nice dress and booked a holiday.
Low: delusions and guilty feelings yesterday evening, mind going a little awry again. Got it back in line though.
High…its my daughter’s birthday today. She’s 15
Low…still having pain and didn’t get things done.
Congratulations!
High: I got to see my godchild and have a fun afternoon at the library
Low: I just got over a bad case of food poisoning, and I was unable to keep my meds down for three days. Now I have to readjust to them again.
High: I picked up groceries so we have lots of food for the week and then some
Low: I’m having chest and shoulder pains and it’s making me feel anxious
High: I got out of the house a little bit on Sunday, hiked and went on a picnic with my husband.
Low: I’m not going to be able to make it home for Christmas and I don’t know how to break it to my family.
High : got paid today and ran all my errands and put lights on our Christmas tree all this morning, cooked spaghetti last night and tons of leftovers.
low: I’m broke for a week and a half now…
My high this week is today. I felt like I was walking on water. Like I was floating on faith. I was functioning at a higher level.
My low is this morning. I went a little nuts. All I had to do was be comfortable, but i kept fearing that I wouldn’t get comfortable, and I’d lose something, like my progress in life, in myself. I went out anyway nearly terrified of people and my own thoughts, my mind, my pyhce was acting really weird. I was barely holding it together until I got to the pharmacy and got some good medication that helped. Yeah today was extreme.
GO TO THE HOSPITAL!!! Those are signs of a heart attack!!!
High: at 36 i have finally begun to master setting boundaries assertively in confrontational situations. I still expect scary responses, but saying no assertively seems to work loads better than complying and shutting down my own feelings.
Low: I felt very guilty last week about not learning the above earlier and getting into all sorts of bad situations because of that.
It’s less intense now and they treat people like crap at the hospital
High:I took my daughter to see the Nutcracker movie.
Low: The engine light came on in my husband’s car so I’m stressed out again and the voices are really loud in my head now.
For yesterday
High: I graduated my trauma therapy group and I actually feel graduated!
Low: I’m still a bit moody from the three days I went with no meds, and I’m sleepy from readjusting to them.
High: I celebrated out local festivity with my family. I spoke to my nurse about my feelings and they might finally start up help.
Low: I am going deeper into depression, feeling unforgivable for the mistakes i made in life. Hoped it was just pms, but i still feel hopeless.
High: I have 3 possible new job outlooks.
Low: I still find it hard to find things to do at home.
High: Getting a little alone time while my mother in law is at the doctor
Low: Getting my mother in law out of the house is a hassle, getting her back in in a couple hours is going to be difficult too.
High:finally reached a settling point in life for the time. All I have to do is stay comfortable and be at ease. I just focus on maintaining my lifestyle, and taking care of myself
Low: I’m bored not stretching much. Life would be pointless right now if I didn’t have some prize at the end of this life.
What do you take meds for?