I have been kind of up and down but i was on a high For Christmas day, I think now I am sad that its over now its reached an anticlimax and I’m on a real low now,
New year is coming now and idk what it will bring, mixture of feeling, fear, apprehension and a lot of self doubt,
December is the worst time of the year in my opinion, and I’m always eager for new year to begin and holiday makers to leave our beach town and things to go back to normal
i’ve written down a list of things that are worrying me at the moment. 14 things so far and they are all pretty big things, figured its better to write them down rather than having them swirl around my head banging into each other.
here is my list of things i am struggling with atm
Keyboard- failure to learn
Push 2- failure to learn- selling
Radio shows- planning interviews- lots of work
Music production- Live 11, Splice
Live streaming- might be too much for me
DJ controller- research
Possible other radio venture- unknown- possibly more work
Record collection- thinning out- swapping
Bad weather
Time of year
Getting the bus more into my clubhouse
Writing more childrens stories- canva- lots of work