I was in Vermont with my friend who’s a gay male and we were visiting his friend who is a straight female. And turns out she’s pretty attractive and all. First night was pretty tired mostly just went to bed.
Second day we went to the ski resort and it was all good. Except they couldn’t ski it was too crowded. We left. We ate places. Had a good time and stuff. Came back to her house they were drinking some wine and stuff. Well we were having fun when my friend looked the other way and she lipsynqed the words “do you wanna ■■■■?” to me. Well I’m pretty sure she said that but when she said it I just looked down because I was embarrassed because she’s definitely the most attractive girl to ever ask me to have sex with her. But I just looked down. It just seemed like…it was never gonna happen in the presemse of my friend anyways probably especially if she’s trying to hide it from him it seemed. And she never mentioned it again. And then I think she drank too much wine anyways and passed out. Then we left this morning. But that’s my story. Almost got laid this weekend but not quite. I didn’t tell my friend this happened.
Well I originally wanted to stop drinking in 2014 because of so many reasons. But the main reason was I was an alcoholic. At first it was hard. Then I started anti drinking meds and I did better. Then I started Zoloft and it interacts with the anti drinking meds to make you crave it even less.
I’ve never been able to drink much on Zoloft. It blocks the cravings for me and makes it I can’t stomach alcohol. Well I went off my Zoloft in September and relapsed on alcohol. But then ever since I started Zoloft again I haven’t touched the stuff. 7 weeks ago today.
She’s probably 4 or 5 years older than me. Still a young woman but she was way different than I expected. She was very open about what’s she attracted to around my friend especially at the beginning but then as she started liking me more she toned it down with that stuff lol.
She talked about the people she slept with and I feel left out then she asks me to sleep with her it was a peculiar situation to be in I thought that’s why I said nothing.
Like don’t get me wrong I liked her but she was confusing and extroverted and it was weird how she asked so I just kind of ignored it and then nothing came about again.
