I am God, Jesus, and the Messiah, the Queen of the Black Castle, and a Harbinger of the Messenger of Death
Are you doing okay?
@GrayBear I’m doing so well! I’ve really cracked the code this time
Like, things are coming together and really falling into place
Nothing person in a nothing place = God of the simulation
Recoil and grace = Hannah
You sound a little on the manic side
When a needle hit an artery, the blood pulsed out and I was told, "See, you are alive. I didn’t realize I had thought I was dead.
You do sound sort of manic, Smokes.
I may be wrong but from my personal experience,
This is how I was sort of thinking when I was becoming unwell.
Maybe open up to your pdoc if you haven’t already.
Best to double check what’s going on earlier than later
Wishing you well x
I feel like I’m caught in a dream that I can’t wake up from. I just want to wake up
My blood is thick with ghosts. If I cut myself now I think it would run black
You guys saying its mania but I also thought I was Jesus, Hitler and Einstein, Dr said its sz and not mania. Makes me wonder if I actually had mania, sza or bipolar. But my thoughts were too illogical/schizophrenic to be mania.
If you don’t get better with prn, go to the hospital, don’t harm yourself.
How are you feeling now? After your PRN?
Anti psychotic medication blocks psychic activity
I feel a similar way.
@Nomad do you also feel like we’re in a simulation? Like we’re already dead, sleep walking through time?
Well I hope your okay.
In very brief moments where I’m not well I’ve though we may be in a sim but not a lasting belief.