I am tired ,
Blood-beaten dry ,
I could use a joke in my eyes ,
At least they aren’t vibrating n e mo ,
Guess What ,
I haven’t been with a gurl in 9 years ,
Im lyke a prophet or sumthin ,
last year or the year before that I was so lonely that I called for an escort ,
I thought “FINALLY I CAN FEEL FLESH” ,
but whoever was on the phone hated my voice ,
or my words and he kinda yelled and threatened me ,
I actually fynde it funnie ,
yeah yeah yeah im pathetic ,
I don’t have not even one friend ,
when you become isolated you start to enjoy your own company ,
I am tiered as ■■■■ right nao tho ,
on my facebook page not one family member says a word to me ,
says a werd to me on anything I post …
how depressing is that tho ,
DAMN its ■■■■■■ up round hear …
im getting on INVEGA aglain ,
gotta wait til the sun is a bit higher before I can pick it up ,
I haven’t slept and I always feel lyke im filthy and horrid looking ,
so I become within silence throo-out the daye ,
a friend to hang out with would actually ease my sense of horridness ,
I miss a gurl ,
I cant call her cause she changed her number ,
and I think before I got in the coma I was an ■■■■■■■ to her ,
and of course she’s gone now ,
kinda lyke tha last human being on earth that cared about me ,
except my dad he still cares ,
im rambling and I am actually starting to feel a tad bit better ,
if you have a joke or something feel free to say it to me ,
I need a ■■■■■■■ friend …
I wrote this down the night before last ,
(Divided lines splitting the peaceful atom)
n e hoo if you wanna complain about god then do that here ,
OR if you have nothing to say at all ,
then I guess ,
staye silent …
ok ill shush it nao ,
Hello I Have Been Told That I Have a Mental Illness ,
Thank you for the cash ,
but I need a friend within these weary hours of a cold hazy mourninG …
(thanks in advance to any replies)
