My psychosis is somewhat better and so is my tummy bug. Qwertle still suffering during the night though.
I have impulse to dissapear. My mother comes over tomoerow to help around the house and im thinking of getting a train out of here (sneaking out while she is here). I dont know where. Just anywhere.
I agree, sometimes going out by yourself and taking some time for yourself seems to help. I sometimes do that too. I recommend going to a place where there is nature. Personally I sometimes prefer a more secluded area away from the city where I can just be around nature.
I agree with @Charles_Foster . Take a day and spend it alone out of the house. When my daughter was little, once in a while I would spend time by myself at the library. It was peaceful and I got to read for a while. It really helped me.