Having suicidal thoughts

I’m convinced that y’all are spying on me. I think you think I’m such a bad person that I don’t deserve privacy. Makes me feel like the vast majority of the rest of my life will be suffering.

If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.

You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.

International crisis hotlines:

Crisis hotlines in the U.S.:

https://www.thetrevorproject.org

More resources:

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Thanks, @Bowens.

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I’m not spying on you. I feel like people are spying on me and I wouldn’t want to cause anyone else any suffering

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I don’t think people are spying on you, if that means anything to you.

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Thanks @cdwithdcs.

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I will never spy on you. I’ve had a similar delusion. I would never have the energy to spy on someone. Unless it was a really hot love affair and I thought he was cheating.

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I don’t think it’s possible to spy on someone through a forum. Are you on meds?

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That’s not what I’m saying. I’m saying the whole world is spying on me, through cameras and mics. I’m on three antipsychotics.

Wow. I’m sorry you feel this way. I also thought everyone in the world was using their cell phone to make a movie with me as the main star. It’s just delusional

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Yea, it seems delusional to me sometimes, too

I am not spying on you. I am barely able to get through my own life, day by day. I wouldn’t even have the capacity to spy on anyone.

I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. (hug)

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Thank you. Hug
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I’m not spying on you. I’m sorry you are feeling like this. I hope it passes soon. Lots of hugs

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