I wake up and immediately start hearing voices. Thank god they don’t typically affect my dreams. Anycase I’m adjusting to it. The voices are becoming less accusational and their impact on my thoughts is also becoming reduced. I’d like to just treat like noise but they always end up saying something that gets my attention. Today they just repeated quietly “the voices go away.” I finally have a period here where I’m not believing my symptoms are real anymore. The telepathy that is. But I’ve got all these coincidental experiences in my head which my paranoia make real. I’m still struggling with these symptoms, but after mornings like these I feel my prognosis is pretty good.
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It sounds like you’re making progress, and I am happy for you.
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This is good news. congratulations. 
It’s hard fighting back the telepathy, it’s hard to explain, and let go of…but it really is coincidence. I have to keep telling myself that… and little by little… it’s easier to let it go… just wash over me and fade. It’s coincidence.
Congratulations on getting stronger.
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So glad you are acclimating to your voices. I hope you find a med that will help curb them even more !
Yeah I think I’m about try out zyprexa. Respiridone hasn’t touched my symptoms at all maybe it keeps them from getting worse. Treating as a spiritual battle though. A neurological battle, I believe I’m starting to win this to. I’m training my mind to think anew. My psychosis was basically a black hole which consumed and corrupted me. Reformatting myself has been quite the process.
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