I don’t know what it is but my father and I seem to have similar idiosyncrasies which are dysfunctional and in my case fairly destructive/disabling.
I just wanted to say, you don’t need to quit the forum. You shouldn’t worry about people’s responses. Some people are a little narrow minded.
As a teenager at boarding school I knew that feeling all too well. Having almost a classroom full of boys make monkey chants at you is a horrible experience.
That was disgusting behavior on your classmates’ part; I’m sorry you were treated like that.
Why do you say that?