One day this dude asked me what the heck happened to me. I guess I was a little out of it. I told him I had a problem with alcohol.
So I guess I"m a phony alcoholic.
One day this dude asked me what the heck happened to me. I guess I was a little out of it. I told him I had a problem with alcohol.
So I guess I"m a phony alcoholic.
I just let people wonder.
Everyone Iām close to and care about know my condition.
I tell them about my concussion history and that it causes me to have issues. Which might be true but I canāt prove it. My close family knows about my g.a.d and depression.
People ask me all the time why I disappeared for two years. I just tell them I moved and was working which is half true. My close friends know the whole story and donāt care though, you would be surprised what people donāt care about.
I really only associate with my family and they know everything. Pretending to be an alcoholic made me laughā¦double thanks.
Itās bizarre because when I was 19 and didnāt know what was wrong with me I said to myself āI wish I was alcoholic or something then at least it would have a nameā.
See I just became an alcoholic to deal with all the s$$t that was wrong.
Iām pretty honest about it.
If I donāt feel like it, I just say Iāve been dealing with some personal problems.
I used to tell people I had drug problems during the early days of my diagnosis. Not a good idea. Itās been years since I went back to the town where I went to high school. Pretty sure people there think Iām not only crazy but a crazy drug addict. Other than that I told a group of online friends I had a cognitive disability some years ago. The word schizophrenia was purposefully avoided.
Iām thinking if I get a job Iām not gonna tell people this time. It would make me feel uncomfortable. Like they will get weirder around me for knowing that and I will feel weirder. I feel weird enough as it is
Those close to me know, other people I just say jokingly āmy brain thingā and give a silly face. They normally donāt ask beyond that
I think maybe some here think Iām a drug addict. I doubt Iād tell anyone I had sz unless pressured into it.
My commanding officer in the Air Force once asked me if I was crazy? I told her āno, a little eccentric maybeā. She said, āyes, eccentricā.
My aunt asked why I didnāt have a job when I was at a party on Saturday. I said I need to stay sane. She took it as I need to find the best opportunity
Iāve told people i am sick sometimes if I want to get out of something
When I go into the hospital for a few weeks I tell people that donāt know about my psychosis that itās my heart. (I have heart problems). Otherwise I donāt usually tell people. When I get a job I just say Iām on disability for my heart.
I use tell people I have " something" and change the subject
I usually tell them I have a headache, since I always rub my temple to try to ease the volume of the voices. Or I just tell them I didnāt sleep.
Tell them youāre experiencing Rapture and ask them if Jesus is their personal savior. Best way Iāve found to stop any conversation I donāt want to have from starting. People usually disappear with a little poof of dust like in the old Road Runner 'toons. (I actually do this.)
Rofl. I laughed when I read this. Itās the truth lol