Have you ever been shocked by your own behavior?

It wasn’t bad, just different.

Only looking back.

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Yes when i got out of psychosis i was ashamed of what i did during psychosis

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Yep. Of course. Acted stupid lots

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Yeah I did some dumb horrible things

Yes, all the time.

i guess. i hardly remember stuff tho and dont really bother thinking about it. its like i got some 5 second flashbacks of stuff i did but thats about it. but i only ever think about it if im gonna joke around about it. i dont dread on it.

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The tendency to punish is always there but it really does no good.

I never let an excuse to post a Clue clip/gif pass me by unanswered. :slight_smile:

I have definitely experienced some…uhh…lack of decorum when manic, like undressing in the ER and grabbing my breasts when the security responded. Very embarrassing in hindsight…

Not really, but I probably should have been. I seem to deal with bad behaviour with resentment, but actually getting shocked would probably be a healthier and more constructive way to deal with it.

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Yes, when I was in psychosis, there were some bad episodes.

mostly I did what Jesus told me to do…one time He told me to go out in my boxers to pick flowers off the bush outside in the front yard…I did it…then came back inside and begged Him not to make me go outside nude. He didn’t…thank goodness.

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Sometimes I e had others in my body or making me do stuff against my will so a lot of the time I was actually innocent because as shaggy sings “it wasn’t me”……:crazy_face:

I’m not saying I’ve never wronged but mostly it was “them”.
God knows that and so do I.

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