Am 99.99% sure I am going to decline. I can’t face 6 weeks inpatient.
Me and the doc both agreed my major problem right now is anxiety, not florid sz. He said that the clozapine might help the anxiety a bit but would most likely not be miraculous. He said it is a med for psychosis not anxiety.
Plus all the hassle of bloods and stuff seems to like a pain.
Just gonna buy some workbooks and work on my anxiety myself (I told the doc I didn’t want benzo).
Only benzo helped my anxiety. Eventually you can do blood test once in 2 months. I’ve been on clozapine for 5 years, best AP yet.
Weight gain was a problem but I’m slowly losing right now. Already lost 6kg in 1 month by emptying my fridge before sleeping, so if i wake up middle of the night, there would be nothing in fridge to eat.
When I was there for starting Clozapine, I was leaving a lot. I would go back to my parents house for a mix and stuff and then come back later that day so they could monitor me. Hospital is not all that bad, it just gets really boring some times.
You are wize not to jump into taking clozapine
I’m on clozapine and I still have breakthrough paranoia and voices
For me clozapine isn’t the wonder drug it was said to be
Good luck with your self help
CBT is a good treatment