I don’t like hating her memory but she’s on my mind every morning. Mothers are hard to foget.
I hear ya. I have a lot of unresolved issues with my father and his suicide. I wish he could come back so I could strangle him ala Homer Simpson. Donghead messed me up so much psychologically. Of course, him being the only living parent I had at age 19, I still could have used some adult guidance. I think of him and his room he shot himself with every damned day, and sometimes at night, too.
Was she abusive?
It was more that she was ignorant. She could also be lazy and cold.
I just read this book:
It goes through the basics on how to forgive and thus get over hating someone.
I thought it was good.