I hate to say this… but I think I’ve been struggling due to a letter my sis wrote.
It’s full of nice stuff… it’s a huge congratulations on not going through her room, not having a sleep walking incident in a while… gold star for flying to the wedding… gold star for my grades that turned out better then I expected.
She did it to be nice and supportive… but some of the stuff she brought up… resurfaced it in my head… now it feels like its trying to come up again. Like I forgot to sleepwalk, so now I might sleep walk again.
I don’t want to think she’s planning my downfall… we all know that’s not true.
I don’t want to tell her that being nice to me and pointing out my improvement is a bad thing… but some of the glitches that I forgot about… I’ve been reminded of.
Sometimes… I really hate my brain.