I’m struggling with a lot of rude hallucinations right now. Just got done folding and putting away clothes; I even spruced up mine and bf’s room some.
Even when I do my best to be “normal” and productive, there’s no peace. Near-constant belittling–if not over me failing to be an adult properly, then over minor ■■■■ that would be ignored if anyone else did it or that hurts no one. Especially ■■■■ about my lifelong balance issues or muscle control issues that lead to me banging into/banging things around.
I swear, some of it is real–the sound quality seems too perfect to be hallucination… But because I’m a schizophrenic who hallucinates ■■■■ talk or criticisms, I am terrified to call my bf and others around us out on any hateful behavior.