When I was younger, I used to listen to a ton of music in my room and could actively picture music videos for these songs-- waaaaay before my first break.
Even when I was actively psychotic, I still had these images of things for music videos, only much more vivid.
The images would take up my field of vision, and I’d be seeing concepts brought to life before my eyes.
Definitely. That imaginative spark isn’t there in quite the same way. I haven’t really had any visuals in a while to music, which was kind of my thing growing up.
Back when I smoked some weed, I could construct things visually in my mind. I could create the components and then assemble each of them in my mind. I could then rotate the entire structure in a 3D manner like one would do with 3D AutoCAD.