Here at Perkins. I think from midnight to 6 am.
Was laying in bed when I remembered that.
Well here I am. 4$ plate of chicken quesadillas.
Psychosis is the most mild it’s been… Ever.
Still I’m making this post because little things still glitch me out.
I know what’s going on in my head and sometimes the spoken responses seem to line up better with the telepathy delusion than the reality?
Like the last time the waitress said “thank you” I had just said “your smart” in my mind. It was automatic due to the exchange we had just had.
Sent me hallucinating for a few seconds. Then I decided to put it out of my mind.
Will I ever firmly know that this ■■■■ is not real? That’s the question.
I do think I can control the hallucinations. But even when they aren’t present I’m still prone to delusion and subtle anxieties involved with that.
Still I feel great. It’ll just be a few minutes and I’ll have my food.
This place is just down the road from my house.
Way better than living at my moms. Waking her up on the way out then driving across town to get to the ihop.
Piaf my rent early today as well. I’m getting pretty comfortable with my life now.
Lots of love my friends.@sarad this meal is real)