My younger sister who I don’t live with was arrested last week and she is in jail. She may get out sometime soon. I don’t know.
Anyway, I had a dream last night that she had come to a house where I was at with a knife and was trying to kill me. I went into a room and closed the door. She came to the door and was stabbing the knife literally through the door. I was yelling. This was like extreme terror. Absolutely horrifying. I didn’t even know I could feel terror anymore.
I immediately woke up and, like happens sometimes since I’ve been taking Seroquel, I saw spiders crawling on the wall for a number of seconds which weren’t really there. I told a psychiatrist ages ago about that. They said seeing the spiders when I’m trying to sleep was associated with sleep and wasn’t that uncommon.
Anyway that is the dream I had. Don’t be worrying about me. My mental state is fine. This is just a dream I had.
I don’t want to say anything more about my sister man. Things with her have been getting worse over time. At the moment they are the worst they have ever been. I don’t want to say anything more about it than that.