Hi, I’m 28 years old. My schizophrenia was diagnosed in mid-2016, before I did not know why my problems.
I have almost no friends and I fear people or rather people do not accept me, I do not know why, but since childhood I have been rejected socially.
A while ago a woman thought I was cute, it seemed that I was finally going to have a girlfriend, but no … my shyness was stronger, I felt less with low self-esteem because she had a perfect life and I just had a boring life.
On the other hand I want to enroll in college, however my terrible addiction to smoking makes it impossible to be in places where smoking is prohibited.
I am a chain smoker I really want to quit smoking but I do not know if it is with cahampix / chantix or electronic cigarette, since the nicotine patches have not affected me.
I have never worked, it does not seem that the employers do not notice my curriculum vitae or do not get along in interviews
I do not know if the unsociability and smoking are the fault of schizophrenia.