Why do I keep ■■■■■■■ asking for help?
They’re not going to like me anyway.
A religious sister at my church told me that she never wants to be friends with a sz person because she believes they are unpredictable and crazy.
What if that person is sitting in front of you?
I’m ■■■■■■■ done with society and I hate myself.
There are a lot of hypocrites out there who don’t walk the walk.
I feel like I’m going to get neurosis after that interaction. ■■■■ relationships and ■■■■ people
(Might delete later for personal safety)
I think you generalize quickly.
This is just one person.
Not everyone wants to be friends no matter who you are.
But it sounds like she’s coming from an ignorant place.
Finally, you don’t have sz.
Most neurotypicals would think this way…I’m sure. Even my parents think this way
I’m still on the spectrum though.
No one that is (still) my friend nor my family think like that.
Again you’re quickly generalizing.
My friends even came to visit me in the hospital. My family even flew to the US to support me.
I used to have friends who visited me in the hospital. Now they’re all gone. No one wants to support me now…
Maybe my mom will visit me and yell at me? Idk
I think with friends relationships need to be balanced. It’s give and take. You have to think about how you can contribute to their lives. No one is going to continue supporting you in a one way way.
I feel like I’m too unworthy to contribute to people. I’m simply not worth that presence
I would keep bringing these issues up with your therapist you see.
It might take a lot of work but I think you can get some more constructive beliefs about life, others and yourself.
That’s my opinion.
I’m not able to be fixed. I give up.
I’m just trying not to be a burden. I’m just trying not to explode. I’m already a cancer to society.
I think it might take decades, but no one is in my opinion beyond repair if they are willing to do the work.
I’ve warned you intge oast that I’m closing these self abusive posts.