Real life pursuits have all fallen apart. So it goes.
Sent out a few messages just looking for friends.
Messaged one of the girls a bit more elaborately as she seems pretty and fun.
Will see how that pans out. Might be months before they even check the site.
Wish me luck folks.
Sadly when I do have my rough patches it’s because I’m alone for the most part. I start to lose sight of myself and my future. Voices flare up and I feel aggressive and short fused.
Gotta meet people outside my friends circle. Otherwise there is all the overlap and criss cross over people’s attention and the conversations are always just story exchanges and hypothetical bs between the group.
I can’t keep up with that ■■■■. I like one on one talks.
Anyways just venting. Should be falling asleep pretty shortly.
negtron