Is it just me or does going outside stop the delusions or whatever?
I wish it was that easy
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Going outside can make it worse
I once thought the airplane engines overhead looked like A-bombs, or at least engines straight out of Donnie Darko.
I thought it was to put me under duress so I’d admit to the Challenger disaster of 1986, because around that time I destroyed my kiddie rocket ship "play shelter’. (I might have been too into the topic of ‘power’ as a youth, but I straightened it out, really did grow up.)
Anyway deep down I knew I was innocent - but I thought I was being framed. The pattern was I would do or say something in my life, and bad guys would do something a trillion fold in society, so that the populous would eventually resent me, and want me to go away.
It was severe, I actually thought of my smoking as a bargain so that nobody would reach for me and actually effect my demise.
(Worth noting is I also thought I might have been more of a ‘Tree’ than a person in this psychosis, and that there could conceivably be such a thing as a real alien from alien(1979). So I’m just saying… outdoors wasn’t always a walk in the park for me : ))
What do you mean?
For me, the delusions continued whether I was at home, outside walking, in my car, at a store, etc.
Sorry I typed that too quickly this morning. My apologies. What I meant was that when I go outside my delusions of being followed get worse. For me.
I didn’t read your subject line carefully.
Getting away from technology would help my delusions at times, not belong hacked, monitored etc. It’s good you are taking some space from it
I plan to do the same, need to call Andy McNab.
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