Honestly it’s dumb. The process keeps getting bogged down in me getting xyrem, it’s been months now, and all the participants just point fingers at each other. Doctor says it’s pharmacy, pharmacy says it’s insurnace, insurance says it’s doctor, etc. Ridiculous. Then today the neurologist said if insurance really insisted on me trying a “traditional stimulant” he could prescribe me a med that is literally speed but the pharmacy version. I refused, I’d much rather stay on modafinil then have to go on literal cocaine just to get xyrem. Plus lord knows that wouldn’t be good for my psychosis.
Pharmacy didn’t have fanapt in stock and I ran out so now have to miss a dose while they order it, hope that’s ok. I’m not even allowed to pick up more modafinil for another 2 days even though I only have half a pill of modafinil left, it’s state policy, totally stupid.
Anyways. Just feel like the system is screwing me over today. That’s all.
summary: can’t get like half the meds I need because the system is dumb and slow