I’d forgotten about this.
That whale movie came on TV when I was psychotic, and I thought the whole world had seen my pen!s from cameras in my bathroom.
I thought the title “Free Willy” meant I was caught unzipping my pants and taking out my knob. I thought the TV Executives were playing a cruel joke on me by airing this film against me.
I know…crazy stuff. There was so much more. I should have written it all down…pretty hilarious in hindsight!
Another time while I was psychotic, the name on my phone came up as “Peter Long”
I read a phallic meaning into that as well, and thought I was being mocked by a phone call from the Media.
Another time a truck drove by and on the side was printed “Canadian Fruit Company”.
I thought that was signalling to me that my family were a bunch of fruits! So I tailgated the truck at high speeds…pulled up beside him and gave him the finger…then sped off.
Man, it’s all coming back to me. I’ve got scores of incidents like this.
There was a sign on the Psyche Ward floor which read “No Nuts Allowed”…it was a peanut allergy warning sign, but I thought it was put up to make fun of me…like I was some kind of a nut, and not allowed on that floor of the Hospital!
The psyche ward I was in had NOB in big block letters on the door entrance. Some teen age girls in my group home told us that the letters stood for, “Not Out Banging”.
A few years later when I was in there myself I saw the big letters on the door and asked a nurse what they meant. The answer was a lot less exciting than what the girls said… The ward was in a basement and the nurse told me that the letters meant "North–O-level–Basement.
I felt as let down as when I learned that Santa Clause, Donald Trump, and the Easter bunny were not real and just figments of somebodies imagination.
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