Forse yourself to socialise

[SacredNeigh7]

With people you want nothing to do with?

Ever since I moved interstate alone(now my neigh is here but I can no longer take her out)

My bf friends and family have been attacking me with energy of theirs.

They are powercrazed and some are religious fanatics.

I was here all by myself.

My bf surrounded by friends and family and colleagues and aquuaintences etc

And I have no friends or family around and my neigh I can not handle anymore out side her paddock.

To attack me and push me about when they know I have no friends n family or support here I think it’s weak of them and a way of adult bullying and shows there powercrazed ways.
They think they are superior to me.
They are my enemies because of the bad way they have treated me.
I love my enemies but don’t like them and don’t want them in my life.

They come over unannounced and I never want to meet these awful people ever again.

They come over almost daily sometimes and I said if I was the one breaking up it would probably be because of them.

I am supposed to meet his powercrazed parents today and I don’t ever want to meet them ever again.
How can I endure?
How can I avoid.

My bf said he can’t put up with me anymore.

I actually had men want to marry me when I was younger.

I isolated from some of my own family too.
I had no contact with many and some I never wanted to meet ever again and saw as my enemies lost

My bf threatened with hospital and my support worker sent me a broschure about support to prevent hospitalisetion

Some of them are easier to be with

I want to get help .
My stepmom I had n dad want me to stay with my bf and will not help me move out.

My mum is overseas and can not help me right now.

My bf cuddled me a great hug the other night but it was the first time he cuddled me like that in months.

I miss my bf but he has been distant and not affectionate to me.

How can I endure his power crazed friends and family who all think they are superior and treat me bad in their spirit etc n try boss me about.
I do not want them in my life but I love my bf n want to stay with him.

[SacredNeigh7]

A part of me wants to move out in to my own place and maybe interstate again but start of locally.

I can not afford to move out.
I still love my bf.

We have had a peaceful loving home and been good to each other n taken care of each other.

I can not move to my family interstate because I have enemies in my own family too.

[SacredNeigh7]

His father and friend are alcoholic drink drivers and I do not feel ok with that.

[SkinnyMe]

I’m sorry @SacredNeigh7. My girlfriend is acting very bored and indifferent to me too lately and it’s just breaking my heart. Especially when you consider that just one month ago, we were engaged to be married. (That lasted only a few days). My gf is bipolar and very, very unstable and she acts her most unstable around me for some reason. I am thoroughly tired of it all and of her. I don’t know how to extricate myself from her without causing me even more pain.