I don’t want this to happen ever.
People insult me and I don’t react and now they think I am stupid.
Which I do forget.
Don’t know is it a gift or curse.
This always happens to the people to whom I have said my condition.
Even my own relations.
Very very bad.
They always presume I am bit off he won’t understand it.
And dont take me seriously.
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Sounds like a bit of Social Anxiety on your part mate. With our condition - when we feel unconfortable the paranoia sets in.
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Thanks @Naarai I don’t know why these words does not set in my mind.
Is feeling well is also something to do with the condition?
I dont know what is real 
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Everyone is different - and everyone who is in recovery from Schizophrenia has their own personal coping skills, that does not always translate to others.
Just try to be mindful of how your feeling in different situations.
If your feeling pissed off, anxious, or angry in a situation - ask yourself why you felt like that. It actually might not be the other persons fault.
It comes with “insight” from being properly medicated and a bit of self analysis.
Do not do another persons thinking for them. They might just be having a bad day themselves.
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Thanks mate…
This recollected a saying about the eyes of the beholder.
You diffenetly have an eye to details.
By the way what is the meaning of mindful?
I googled it, is there any way to increase mindfulness.
I always see me typing answers in my opinion more than asking for help. Is something wrong in my character?
No there is is absolutly nothing wrong with your character mate.
Your just got hightened emotions and are highly sensitive.
Its bloody hard work - but next time you feel slighted, ask yourself why you felt like that.
Your not gonna be friends with everyone. The whole bloody human race has got its own issues. And you aint gonna please everyone either. Dont take it on board.
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Wow I owe you @Naarai
My previous psychologist and psychiatrist never say a thing when I ask for help.
I used to think, I should think it for self.
Feels so good when I hear your words.
True I have just let go two of my friends who where around for almost 10 years.
Yes they had their own issues.
I need to progress. I need fly in beautiful colors.
I am now in a room like cocoon but when I turn to a butterfly I will definitely go for the sweetest nectar in a flower.
I have a fear what if it never go out off the room.
Okay I got it,
“I have to keep breathing, tomorrow the sun will rise, who know what the tide could bring.”
~Cast Away movie
Oo I am losing it again.
Okay let me do some breathing…
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Thats Good To Hear. Just be Mindful of your Mental Health.
And Dont stop the meds.
Your Not Daft - Try to develop a “second brain” that questions why you’ve had a shitty day. And dont react on the what “your first brain” tells you.
Crap aint it mate - all these different thoughts and ideas that go thru your head!!??
Keep fighting x
Seth
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Oh crap all the cats are singing and the dogs are barking …
Not they all stopped I think its the voices. And now its 21:00
True, I think its time for my meds and sleep.
I will definitely think about,
I am done of not being done.
I find things in the most unlikely places.
There goes my wisdom as a bird.
A bellbird in fact calling out all the autobots.
To remake a channel of peace.
Good vibes to all in this frequency.
I am a legend.
Thy shall not mimic thy self.
Its bed time for me and
Place meds in my self.
To cut out all circuits.
Just to start a fresh start.
How many times should I start a day knowing its another day another opportunity.
None utilized.
I have an option to delete but why say.
Words are like sword it can cut either direction.
Good or bad.
I will go neutral.
Its not that I have lost it I am all good.
Its just a wild horse which needs to be tamed.
The meds will do just fine.
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Good Morning !!!
I feel good.
Thanks,
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Good morning Hachi! I’m glad that you feel good.
I enjoy your posts!
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