And so the meds fixed your mind and thinking, even if you didn’t have physical symptoms?
Good for you… maybe my sz is just different…or it’s not even a sz but bpd… but my paranoia makes me to can’t stand on my feet by fear often…
I ignore what is to have a paranoia without feeling nothing physical from it… I am dumb probably…
Well, I was hating myself and my life for years. I also had lots of anger, irritability etc… there was also the terror in my family around my violent dad…
One pdoc told me, that the szs don’t suffer like that precisely… I’ve probably just became the product of my dad’s abuse…
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I guess these psychiatrists are not sure what diagnosis to give you?
Yeah, some of them wonder tbh…
But why do they wonder precisely??? Does it mean that it’s not all a mi or what?
And then, should I believe more then in my efforts, when docs say that the meds won’t help me totally?
It is necessary to have a diagnosis for the health care givers to get paid by insurance companies.
But does this mean , that I am mostly psychologically damaged and not so much medically?
I guess, for the psychological part, it’s another treatment… the life for me maybe…
I have had a wide variety of physical pains that appear and disappear, suddenly. Sensory hallucinations. I also have what I call the “disgusting sensory hallucination,” which feels like someone touching me against my will. It feels different from genuine arousal; I know the difference.
Other schizophrenics have experienced the latter, too. Schreber said he felt he was “turning into a woman, so he could be violated, like one.”
Dieter Kaufmann, a West German attempted political assassin, said that he was told that if he killed the person in question, this sensory hallucination would stop.
It is generally held that the causes of schizophrenia are unknown.
Recently I asked my med provider for help with something. She said, “I don’t have a pill for that.”
I think she was trying to make light of something.
I seek out extraordinary support for myself, but I still feel like I’m not helped so much.
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